You shan't take God's name in vain
you mustn't and thy won't
there is no God so it's quite insane
believing Gods exist, they don't
You claimed your Gods before the fact
made them up in your simian minds
hey now fools I'm talking science Jack
thinking Gods are real, you're blind
I'm going to wash your mouth with soap
if you speak God one more time
say gosh instead for non-fiction hope
rejecting God myths, they're all lies
I'm sick to death of life itself
A man who roved right to the end
I've reached the final lap in life
And now must find a way to mend
I want to run away and hide
A child who wants to have his way
I've raced along the rainbow road
And now must limp in shades of grey
I'm on the outs with life itself
A man who knows when he is beat
I've reached the point of no return
And now must face the last defeat
I'm outside the box
not by choice but circumstance
Carlos Castaneda's right
death's here on my shoulder
I'm not saying I found out I'm dying
just when my life got good
I'm seeing my life's finally great
after discovering I'm passing
The part of reality that has nothing to do with me,
Universal truth which human beings call science
manifesting nonstop regardless of my awareness,
'tis where I'll forever stay, when I forget I'm dying
The interaction capability of my sub-atomic form,
manipulating of magical and mysterious feelings
disappearing into perfect place unconsciousness,
'tis where I'm living now, when I forget I'm dying
I wish I could catch and reel in the secret which made me human!
expressing thanks for the greatness of my love and laugh abilities
revel in my wonderous desire to roam Earth in full consciousness
to celebrate the miraculous biological planetary being alive as me
We can't stop the saboteurs inside us
No matter how much we try to pretend
The crooked chorus of shouldered demons
Tag along with us beginning to end
We can't miss our own paths of destruction
No matter how far we veer from the stream
The inborn patterns of heredity
Press on with us every which way we dream
Not staying in step with my own being
lost in an unfocused world of mother induced ignorance
becoming a masturbator instead of a doubled-up Don Juan
missing now moments caught in a haze of overthinking
leading me to misanthropy and heartache, aloneness and despair
manifesting as an unfocused fool missing out on his own life
a cowardly quitter and bad luck wanderer brewing in yucky ways
yet in the end despite the ravages of my unsightly karmic fate
I settled on nurturing, healing human love and didn't die a fool
The ugly Americans have become zombie Americans,
cruel, heartless, selfish, ruthless, greedy, arrogant, vile
power and profit devouring, crazy billionaire zombies!
Nothingness looms like a stake
Gripped by good old father time
Hammered home by hands of fate
Shadowing my downhill climb
Nothingness is all we get
Gone to dark and deadened doom
Driven home by destiny
Sitting tight inside my tomb
What is the secret to success
What makes us fight and win the day
What is the answer to our fears
What gives us strength to the find our way
What is the special secret sauce
What makes the best in us succeed
What is the topping of them all
Why love of course is all we need
It's looking bad in fact quite bleak
Our world is going down in flames
Such a mess and we're still in it
Now acting out the final frames
It's looking grim in fact quite sad
Our universe is nearly broke
Such a jam we're growing old in
But now at least we get the joke
It's looking up in fact quite bright
Our earth is giving us more time
Such a gift and glad to know it
Now basking in the land of rhyme
