So simple, really, not that hard

To live a life as best you can

To know and to forgive yourself

And learn to be a better man

I'm way outside man's box, chasing after science!

How many years before this 'tis our new reliance


I'm a sick goner in an antiquated christian prism

stating quite sanely "there's no Jesus in my jism!"

At times I feel so far removed

Apart from every living thing

Stuck in a joyless soulless cage

Of love birds that no longer sing


At times I feel so out of touch

Alone and empty deep inside

Bound to a soaked and heavy load

Of murkiness against the tide


At times I feel so in the loop

Allied by all things true and good

Redeemed by self-discovery

Of tribulations understood

Old age is so sickly sweet and sour

The body going to pot bit by bit

The days of youth long gone to the past

The morphine drip ready with the last hit


Growing older is so tragicomic

The mind singing measures of auld lang syne

The windfall of wisdom comes with graying

The morphine drip aging like fine red wine


In the metered darkness of my nothingness

Where I sure am now yet have never been

I dream about all those glorious young years

Remembering forgetting, morphine drips again

D is for denial

While anger gets an A

Bargaining to follow

B as in Beaujolais

Another D comes next

Depression is the cry

Finally acceptance

Last A then time to die

I ride my bike down to the beach

And jump into the deep blue sea

A ritual that oft awakes

My melancholy memory


I ride back to my domicile

And pass a place where we once met

A lodging called the Woody House

My musings tinged with sad regret


I ride my bike down An Thuong 4

And see him everywhere I look

A  mawkishness that breaks my heart

My love for him an open book

It was not a perfect world

But the only one we had

Though a less than perfect run

Still we did it mostly glad


It was not a perfect life

But the only one we knew

While a less than perfect turn

Least we made it two by two

Men brag about possessions, gloat over what they have

jaguars do a victory jig upon a bloody ape's great hands


Men covet what they don't have, consumed by jealousy

white sharks harbor evil thoughts for all fish in the sea


Men wrestle for a balance, between the want and need

black widows before fanging force a fly upon its knees


Men kill for control, to garner more power if they must

grizzly bears begin to taunt just afore you bite the dust!

There's good and bad in one and all

Both men and womenfolk alike

A few go bad right from the start

Snared by the wicked human psyche


There's good and bad in everyone

All mortals made of blood and bone

A few stay good right to the end

Saved in the flesh by truth alone

The baby sees the tit, she eyes it as a treasure

as nothing's ever better, at filling her with pleasure


The toddler holds the toy, the trinket seizes power

he coddles it with wonderment, hour after hour


The grammar child seeks prizes, awarded and achieved

forgetting to be thankful, and never saying please


The high schoolers want kisses, are happy holding hands

don't care about tomorrow, and ignore their parent's plans


College kids covet success, set their goals to get ahead

but soon find life's not easy, then settle for less instead


Grownups push for power, wealth fills their empty space

abandoning all humanity, they betray the human race

Take stock of your life

The good and the bad

The highs and the lows

The luck that you had


Take stock of your life

The twists and the turns

The ups and the downs

The lessons you learned


Take stock of your life

The truths and the dares

The ebbs and the flows

The love that you shared

There is no when or where

There is no why or how

There only is this day

Lived in the here and now


There is no what or which

There is no whom or whose

There only is this day

To live the way we choose

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