My heart is getting weaker
Still beating but enfeebled
The left and right ventricles
in morbid hypertrophy
My heart was self-sabotaged
Obsessions and compulsions
Potty-mouthed overeating
begetting double-stenting
My heart is malfunctioning
Still ticking but protesting
The pumping power denting
to a slow then swift demise
I used to puff
Nicotine buff
I used to toke
THC woke
I used to swig
Alcohol jig
I used to pop
Narcotic bop
I used to sniff
Nose candy riff
I used to fly
Druggy bye-bye
I'm a cannabis addict,
the 24/7 ganga junkie
A bhang drink abuser
like my herbs skunky
What I'm not is drink,
or speedballs on coke
I'm articulating verse
not insinuating jokes!
I want every suffering addict to know,
life pain drains of addictions go away
I want to write a new poem
I'm needing to discover one
Yet, where on Earth to look?
Anyplace you want my son!
Another addict on the run
Sadly chemically addicted
Fey highs and lows and on it goes
Dirty heart and mind conflicted
One more inner voice on the outs
Cruelly biologically lame
Punk gene pools caught in the crossfire
Rocky roads rife with blame and shame
Another addict bites the dust
Madly chronically dependent
Sick souls hooked on self-absorption
Bumpy birds made less resplendent
If its beer forgets it, I don't want to come!
My wise understanding now having fun
Eat and drink wine, I pass on the grapes,
last time I partook I couldn't see straight
Aperitif or cigarette, whiskies on the go?
Oh, I'm so glad I'm gonna miss the show
The years have flown
And we have grown into old men
Time did not wait
But at least fate gave us a pen
Life has been good
As well it should for all kind twins
No more regrets
But taking bets on final spins
Last moves now done
And we had fun along the way
No going back
But what we lack is not today
Alrighty re-righty I love what you've done
I believe here and now editing can be fun!
We longed to fuck her,
but we could've loved!
We said 'tis all a game
karma fits like a glove!
Let this be my Manifesto!
Here now-n-nothin more
Christianity problematic!
you're going out the door
Christianity 'tis the enemy,
no one devil's mean streak
this 2000-year-old science,
condemn that Jesus freak!
