I got what I've wanted
though nearly I forget,
blight 'pon a goodness
'tis hailstorm of regret
Alas I've remembered!
how I hope I may hold,
not lose what I needed
newly render me alone
Poems
If misery's the antithesis of happiness
please pray tell what in hell have I got
'tis a chore to admit I've played poorly
as I pawn off the swampland I bought!
Without any denial I'm facing it
each trespass I hereby now own,
my sobriety hath gifted honesty
and brought me no longer alone
Hail Mary, someone loves me
yes with the clock ticking out
Miracles of love transcending
turn into what my life's about
When I subconsciously fall into the jaw,
of ingesting a popular culture talk show
I'll repetitively become sublimely aware
anecdotes are driving egos insignificant
Greedy bastard printing monies
in cahoots near loophole lawyer
with arrogance smiles he'll state
I'm definitely not a cheating liar
Now this shit just keeps goin on
as a charade of oughta be illegal
whilst lost disenfranchised folks
still get the raw ends of his steal
I wanted a butterfly to light
'pon an industrialist's snout
and amend his greedy heart
Yet he re-leased caterpillars
and flitted indigent grounds
cocooning his grand casinos
So, who the f*** am I?
weak-minded quitter
status quo's the same
greedy fucks be bitter
Youth still finding joy,
losing head o'er cloud
freedoms be my thing
here I defend 'em now!
I gulped paint thinner at the age of two,
each lung froze and my face turned blue
Neighbor lady had left it 'pon step stoop
did my lifespan then get totally screwed
I'm not doing it for you,
I'm creating this for me
My odes are an offering
'pon linguist generosity
All importance 'tis like gravity's tide
seduced by mooning highs and lows
our ebb and flow a sand marked line
fading pics of bipedal Earthling toes
I'll never forget you mean everything to me
no matter how mean things seem to persist
I'll always remember you're my family trees
and my mantra shall go something like this
