The world is not my heaven
But more like a living hell
Look not outside but inside
Where the stealthy demons dwell
The world is not my oyster
But more like a civil war
Fear not habituation
Where the sneaky monsters roar
I know I am not perfect
Never have been never will
I know I'm not the strongest
Always did and I do still
I know I am the weakest
Truly was and always will
And though I am the oldest
It's a dulcet bitter pill
We are all lonely
When loneliness comes calling
Makes no difference
How high or low the falling
We are lonely all
When solitude comes crawling
It does not matter
How big or small the balling
Makes me sad
When you're in pain
Heavy as
a ball and chain
Makes me sad
When you're so down
Joyless as
a troubled clown
Makes me sad
When you're not here
Distant as
the stratosphere
The sun comes up
So warm and bright
It's time to move
Bask in the light
The sun goes down
So cool and dim
It's time to rest
And think of him
I'm off for a dip in the sea
Gotta get there and try to feel free
I sure hope you're not mad at me
Hope you day is whatever you want it to be
We grab
We gut
We hate
We lose
We chase
We catch
We love
We choose
I'll have to stay open,
if I close I'll surly die
The faces I'm seeing in clouds
are perfectly art's coincidence
The caricatures appear so real
which means a mist can paint
Let it go now Marshall Earl, let it go now!
oh let it go bro, live your life ho somehow
I'm so over thinking about my past
yet loops inside me play even now!
pulling backs to my own mistakes,
Everyone has life changing errors!
Not just the scared little boy in me