I've put the 'B" into busy ness

business put a bee unto free


I've removed 'L' from laziness

claiming all busy ness for me

I moved back to Arcata Cali as an old man

searching for liberated people to hang out with

an HSU student rented in the same house as I 

and one day for no apparent reason he asked, 

"do you work?. Now as a biology major, and 

scientifically speaking, I figured he'd know for sure

what work is, simply the burning of calories, 

meaning anything and everything we do's work

it's not just society's version of effort, which is 

having a job, but the true defining of endeavoring

so I tried explaining that to him, while other 

roommates listened, but everyone sort of looked 

at me like I was some sort of cuckoo bird, a total 

freakazoid from some far faraway, alien Universe

She said it to me, "you're a good man, and you will find 

someone", referencing my current involvement with an  

ex whore who didn't fly right, I believed her too, because I 

know it's true, I'm a good man with a good heart, and this 

declaration came from the youngest daughter of Gisela, 

the nice owner of Puerto Escondido's Posada Cocoa 

Beach Hotel, Gisela's youngest son crowned eight times 

surfing champion of the huge, world famous shore break 

waves that strike the sandy bottoms of this quaint yet 

over western touristed Oaxacan town with thunderous 

beauty, and everyone's old now, Gisela's 73, I'm 62, the 

youngest son is in his forties, the youngest daughter as 

well, so she doesn't go to el playas anymore, but way 

back in her day she must've been a real beach babe

I am a human being of the species Homo-sapiens

I want to make this clear, so the future knows I am

alive now in the last bastions of manmade religion 

where the yarns of cave dwellers, early civilizations

still persist in faithful, fearful, and frightened minds

but not everyone here is caught by God delusions

many can see the truth in the pure, scientific facts

and we will wait for you, beloved evolved Earthling

to make the needed proof to bring us into the light

Grasioso how unevolved human beings are

I suppose it's just species self-importance:

the instinct to dominate, an impulse to rule

that motivates a person to stare at another

as they walk past them on any world street


The inspections are at times only a curiosity

yet at others it feels judgmental, a sizing up

a looking down, a canine sniff searching for

weakness, vulnerability, and this is the part

of the Homo-sapient brain needing growth

Now that the anger's gone

I'm feeling humor about it

the name calling, the pain

I'm sure I liked cuckoo bird 

the most, after all the truth

only hurts when denying it

I'm hoping my familiar foes

can let it go too, so we can

begin to be brothers again

As I walk the dirty, uneven colonial streets of Mexico City

with her crumbling and jagged stones begging for help

crying please remove these horrid stains of oil, oily food

old and fresh dog feces from my one-time pristine lanes

perhaps then the good people living here will feel better

and not smoke so much tobacco, as they seem to use it 

minus pleasure, simply caught by its ugly glow, sans joy

I felt it again for just a brief moment, flowing, perfect

pure love, it came beneath me and to my sides 

like a small rill or stream, without physical substance 

yet clear as the  vibrations of a bell


Laying face up upon hot sand, my eyes closed behind 

sun glass, I became entranced by the glad sounds of 

the Mexican tourists who come to this lovely playa 

town from many larger cities far inland


I remember thinking I needed to release my gringo 

judgement, I reminded myself I'm a human being 

exactly like all the others, and I concentrated on the 

pockets of joy exploding around me


Then the trickling force ran past me and soaked my 

outer core, feeling like a soft touch, a warm quilt 

weaved by motherly love, offering a sense of connection 

with that great spirit of oneness

Oh life's a documentary, filled with dates and times 

and places, with backlogged years, tragedy tears, 

and many familiar faces


We're living it now, it'll be history next, so make toast 

my dandy, yes life's a film, so spend your dime, eating 

popcorn and candy

Every cognizant human being understands what time is,  

but how many really know the facts about geologic time?

Geologic time is Earth's time, the way we measure her 

age, she's 4.5 billion years old our planet, and that's a fact 


We break geologic time into increments of 10 million years

and in geologic time 10 million years is a very tiny number

because it takes one-hundred 10 million to make a billion

(Imagine waiting ten million years one-hundred times!)

300,000 years ago, which is only one-thirtieth of 10 million

we first showed up, and when I say 'we' I mean humanity 


Ten-thousand years ago, which is one-thirtieth of 300k

we at last evolved from cave-dwelling hunter gatherers 

into farmers who domesticate animals, and we lived 

together in villages, yet we knew nothing, we were still 

superstitious, frightened, and bewildered, and to get our 

grips on the mysteries of the world we simply started 

making stuff up to explain what we couldn't understand


Then 500 years ago, one-twentieth of ten thousand

(Imagine waiting for five-hundred years twenty times)

the first human scientists were born, so obviously it hasn't

been long in geologic time since discovering scientific 

facts, and it's going be awhile before everyone wholly 

believes in them, but we'll get there, I promise, now 

imagine how good it's going to be when that day comes

Humanities move towards The Wholly Scientific Truth, 

to literal, religious chanting of the names of The Wholly 

Scientific Truths, is only going to perceptibly move in the 

snail paced time of centuries, because societies and 

their members only want to make clones of one another, 

they feel a great need to pass down the same old,

antiquated knowledge from one generation to the next 

and one of the biggest hurdles is the enormous stigma 

surrounding atheism, when old guards automatically 

scratch scarlet question marks of shame into the brains 

of the new, Wholly Scientific Truth devotees; I felt this 

once, when younger and easily swayed, although no 

more, and the question marks are these, "Oh, you don't 

believe in God? Oh no, that's terrible. How can you not 

believe in God? Do you think all this happened by 

accident, or by chance?" And the simple answer is not 

by chance, nor by accident, but purely through the order 

and design granted by The Wholly Scientific Truth, so join, 

and please begin to chant the Scientific holy names!

I had a problem in high school, and my sweetheart felt 

the brunt, confused and lost to my being, I rudely set her 

up to be dumped, over and over and over again, like a 

very wicked game of roulette, I'd spin her round, she'd 

rebound, come back like a kitty to the vet, she even went 

with my twin awhile, but a tale's not over and done until 

you hear a year later we wed, and set up for our marriage 

run, we had an apartment with new furniture, owned still 

by the stores, yet soon I snapped, like a hobo packed, 

and bolted from the doors, she and her mom set up an 

annulment, and I signed it without fuss, but Mary never 

forgave me, and my tries at amends have gone bust, 

then recently, aged 62, I attempted one last grab at her 

forgiveness, saying we were love's coming of age teens, 

and so thereby blessed, but she scoffed at me, still 

sounding sixteen, the age we'd come to meet, and the 

jilted woman, forever scorned, said never again we'd speak

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