Crowd Crush

I learned how to play chess, but struck out in pianoing time

I should've stayed ahead of it, yet again I get caught behind!

Now 'tis a matter of fitness, for strictly big physicality chore

catching up to my presence, I leave tonguing behind a more

I enjoy using the balm, keeping step one ahead of the stings

I like to watch a butterfly, morphed 'pon cartwheeling wing

I imagine being trapped in a crowd crush, brutally all mash

miss Ang smiles and gestures, heals mine in a Ganges bath