Odette at Stage 5

I'm holding on by a hair, just barely getting by, as my fear and perplexation rise daily

I'm fighting strong urges to lash out verbally, to blame others, number 2 on her list

I'm not much for outright denials and I now believe there's no one to argue with

however, no doubt I'm definitely bummed out, saddened to my core by karmic fate

yet I feel at peace, have a sense of the 'alright', and carry a consciousness of letting go

because I'm content with my entire life, and quite happy to have arrived at who I am

but I'm focusing on my behavior, while intuitively thinking I'm going to go out okay