When she was only three months old
It was a stupid thing to do
My selfishness so very cold
Betrayal and abandonment
The distance growing day by day
Too many broken promises
Till there was nothing left to say
I never met the sons she had
River first and then came Jasper
Would not devour their fair-haired mugs
Nor eat up their boyhood laughter
I left my daughter in the lurch
My grandsons lost out of the gate
A punishment fit for a fool
Who learned his lesson far too late