All-Oxymoronic Catch-22

I had the last moments we all get

the temporary time on the planet we all know we all have until we die

our death events seemingly so far away and impossibly nebulous 

we don't even worry ourselves to think about them much

I never really enjoyed the last moments I got

most of my last moments felt worthless and meaningless

but then I found out the last moments of my last moments had arrived

all those last moments we get when we know our last moments are ending

and that's when I really started savoring my last, last moments