Life is uncontrollable

Loose cannons on sinking ships

Death is inconsolable

Last rosebuds on writhing lips

See twins write

Watch words flow

Poem twin talk

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Believe what you want

Suppose what you need

Belief is for fools

who follow one creed


Presume what you must

Daresay what you will

Pretense is for cocks

who squawk on a hill


Decide what you please

Surmise what you wish

Belief is for geese

who swallow dead fish

There are no streams of consciousness

Beyond the wide white pearly gates

No spectral glints of ghostliness

Where nothing but the blue moon waits


There are no thoughts or memories

Beyond the broad black deathly door

No gushing thoughts of gratitude

Where goose eggs hatch forevermore


There are no thrones of sanctity

Beyond the truth sound science knows

No starstruck gasps of righteousness

Where nothing but illusion goes

Life's a bumpy bittersweet ride

Death's the last lousy ticket out

Life returns what you make of it

Death removes all lingering doubt

The hardest part is letting it all go

Forgiving and forgetting what has past

The regrets and misjudgments sticking out

like sore thumbs never meant to last


The easy part is holding onto life

Enjoying and embracing here and now

The loved ones and liaisons lending mirth

to rue that deepens with each ciao

Married four times without a charm

All good women who tried their best

A lot of hurt and undue harm

Rattled thoughts never put to rest


Wedded four times without a clue

All fair ladies who loved their man

Untold ploys and pooches to screw

Efforts dashed by a dead-end plan


Mated four times with one more chance

A dead last wife who stayed the course

She saddled up for one last dance

Putting it all on a dead horse

I'll stay put and go the distance

Which isn't far but now must do

I'm fresh out of second chances

And here my last three loves are true


I'll hold back and stay the course

Which isn't long but now replete

I'm plumb out of tricks up my sleeves

And here the stuff of life is sweet


I'll hang tight and live my best life

Which isn't much but now can mend

I'm all out of dandy landings

So here I'll stay until the end

Be cool not just for school

Coolness is the best rule

Stay cool don't be a fool

Chill pills make happy fuel

Looking back into the passage of the past

Deep into the long straight hole of existence

Where unremitting memories start and stop

Like subways click-clacking from out of the dark


Seeking truth inside the tunnel of lost time

Dark beyond the illuminated exits

Where regrets and pure delights step on and off

Like tourists seeking out the finest locales


Beating back against the rushing cavern walls

Chanced upon each arrival and departure

Where wayward spirits reach out for one last ride

Like ghosted hobos hoping all is not lost

It used to be so fun

But not at all fun now

Bum hip and clogged leg veins

All screaming holy cow


It used to sound so cool

But not at all cool now

Cocaine and cigs and booze

All holier than thou


It used to be so nice

But not at all nice now

Blocked heart and damaged lungs

All crying chow for now

A small yellow fish

tags along with me

Darting to and fro

in the clear blue sea


A small yellow fish

chases after me

Staying out of reach

like a humblebee


A small yellow fish

swims alone with me

Moving side by side

in pure harmony

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